while at work today, i thought of something really..... i dunnno.. wierd about me. I realised that simply saying "i like you" is like a promise and promises must be kept.  "I like you" is like a promise in the way that if you choose to tell someone that you like them, its like you've got to follow through with your promise. and I HATE BROKEN PROMISES. it is the worst thing that could ever happen to me. i dont care if someone bitches about me and says  that im a player or what not or or.. if u want to betray me as a friend and do whatever.. just dont break promises.

this girl from shaolin said that she liked me.. and i actually told her to rethink it. your probably wondering "why the hell!?!".. it relates to what i said earlier. just 4 days ago, she told me she liked this guy named james and that she'd liked him months already.. but just lastnight she told me that she liked me? i mean.. i was suspicious and i asked "what about james?" she doesnt even remember that she told me that and used some excuse to cover up. she said that shes gotten over him in 3 days BUT admits she doesnt like him as much. is that believable to you? not to me and if she can get over someone who shed liked for months.. how do i know how long shes gonna like me for ? and if i dont know this, how do i know if i should fall for her or not?

but thats not it. this guy james is her bestfriend's ex-bf! i just think it is so low to like your bestfriend's ex. people say "oh but u cant help the way you feel!".. of course not, but YOU CAN avoid and steer clear of falling for them. BUT WAIT! theres more! this girl flirts with james IN FRONT of her bestfriend (named Yen). that is so low. Yen told me that she does get jealous but theres nothing she can do.. i wonder if this girl ever asked how Yen felt about her mucking/flirting with James..

now really.. i cant trust a girl like this. so im glad that i told her to rethink it.